_end.of.attachment_
hey ppl, it's end of attachment. There hasn't been any change for me since last update. It's a time for me to clear everything in my room and prepare for a new change, hopefully big changes. I used to collect whatever that came pass my life in my room, e.g. from tissue paper wrapper to latest school text bk to even my EDO Sushi Menu, past yr school calendar, all the greeting cards that ppl sent to me. mum and bro would always say my room's full of rubbish. Well, yes, these will soon be out of my "little heaven".Next big thing i wished for, can we have another outing to Pulau Ubin?? lolxx... of coz that's not the ideal grad outing. *..think i'm crazy..*
hAIzZz... just as i was writing this journal halfway, was so pissed by a fren. was wondering wad state are we in now. At times, i really do feel sorry for him, for being rude to him, being unfriendly, being unconcern. I admit i did. Perhaps all i did, my main objective is to avoid him, even to the extend of making him dislike me. Just avoid whatever that has got to do with him. Perhaps this is the only way i can escape, from being trap again. Many times it was my intention to make him feel hurt, pain and peirced. But many times, he misinterpret what ever i have said too. Is there no longer a mutual understanding between us? i know he has done so much, put so much effort back, but the more he does, the more it irritates me, bcoz i feel there's no way for escape. I want to turn ard and fight back, bite back, but on the other hand, i want to maintain a frenship. i know strongly i was too much. I might be selfish, but only if u always tink for urself. If i'm being too direct, it's bcoz i can't help to keep quiet anymore. But to a fren like him, i'm sorry.
the.moment.you.left.my.heart
you.have.break.thousands.of.hopes.apart
i.have.been.asked.2b.independent
so.now.i.live.in.my.own.kingdom
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