...a war begins...
oh great~~~ everyone is MISSING me!!! wahahahha...felt a sense of belonging sumhow... lolxx..okokok.. here comes my entry... dun worry..all april's entry in one go~~ hehehehe....
for summary.. the month of april is a busy month.. toggering between my family and relationship..my work, piano and furthering studies...
Mother's day coming... yet I don't think whatever i do now will make her happy? Reason being I've have been out almost everyday after work.. and not staying home to accompany her during weekends. And 5 out of 7 days i spent with dearest. I think the jealosy starts.. hahah.. Many times we had heat up conversations when she says couldn't accept dearest smokes and drinks. I just thought what's wrong with that?? And I thought IT IS really common for guys to smoke or drink, I mean at his age.. What's most I thought she don't really have to like who I'm being with?? And recently whenever I'm with dearest, mum would request me to be home early, else she'll get angry or she might just ignore me for the whole of next day.. Well, for readers' information, i just can't stand mum's ignorance!!! How can she just not care for mE??? I'm her... DAUGHTER!!!! And this is what it is now... she'd been ignoring me for a couple of days.. and whenever i reach home late, she'll just stare at me.. and..... silence.
On the other hand, when i received mum's call to ask me home, dearest would just grudge at mum's behaviour of not trusting him being able to take care of me. So everytime in my conversation between either mum or dearest, i tend to side the party being accused.. Now Mum thinks that I'm siding him and i'm blinded by love..saying that i'm living in my own world and i'm not willing to heed elderly (her) advice..
Dearest's argument: mum's too lonely and because of her loneliness, she wants me to stay at home instead of hanging out always. And as long as there's someone to accompany my mum, she would not have spent that effort to make a call to me and ask me home!! Good logic.. good effort..luff..
In fact both party are on extreme side.. how am i able to heed either party's advice?? See?? my whole entry = dearest says, mum says.. when's iJjit a turn for me to say?? Sumtimes i do wonder, have i lost my life??
So anyone has any idea on mother's day gift??
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