ChRySaNtE

...recent drastic change after acquiring this job...

Currently blogging this during the stay in London Gloucester Hotel

Realised some drastic change in me after acquiring this job:

1. Extravagant - I really don't know why 30dollars to me is becoming smaller.. and treating drinks(as in those in a jug), feels painless to me!! For those who don't know, I used to carry an personal accounting book that accounts my daily expenses and i ate only sandwich + tea w/o milk, which cost a total of only SGD$0.80 a day, EVERYDAY during my poly school days...and what's more tiring was i earned that every single cents working while studying..What had I become now??

2. Sleeping only after 5am when in Sg especially - Again, another I don't know why. Time seems to pass so quickly at night, like as though i have no time to do everything. I'll log in msn, checking websites like friendster, facebook, fren's blogs, crew web esp, calculating when's my next pay and how much to be credited into my account, at the same time watching over the currency changes, calculating my schedule to see if i'll get any better changing any flights with any off days i have..lolxXXx..

3. Clubbed almost every friday u see me in Sg - If i really can't slp, and I'm having off the next day, why not?? Dearest just can't understand why i enjoyed clubbing, and I could never give him an exact answer. Perhaps the best reason i could think of, is that i could shout out my frustration loud in with every words unknown to me at late night though nobody could hear me... bcoz my voice would be masked by those loud thumping rhythmic music. Drinks are just like some potion that let me swing by the music...

4. Vain - I have to make up to feel better the moment i step out 100m away from my blk. Or perhaps that was due to the black eye rings i accumulated by slping late, and i really had to cover it with foundations around the eye. hehehe...

5. No friends overseas - The job sometimes doesn't allow me to have a common off day with close friends, and even if there is, they might not be free. Overseas, if i'm the most junior on flt, i'll need to call for meals and look at faces of those snr crew whether they like to join me or not. Then nowaways when i'm not the most jnr, if they don't call, i'll be all on myself. haha.. now u know why i've got ample time updating this blog recently?? lolxXXx..

6. Having average check reports has made me stronger in accepting that even if it's a bad check, it's really no big deal. Afterall, what will happen to you if a check is bad?? Life still goes on.. The next stage of life may be just waiting for you to move on..

7. More to come...

I'm not complaining so pls dun ask me to quit.. lolxXXx..

posted by ChRySaNtE @ 7:07 AM