ChRySaNtE

...Into another phase of life...

My holidays finally ended. Today was my first day in UOB. Reported to HR 5mins late and get myself the new Uniforms and Badges. Everything was still working fine. Made some new friends and had our lunch together at the foodcourt. After which, we splited our ways again and headed for our individual assigned branches. In general, not quite please with the need for working 12 to 18mths just for the position of Customer Service Officer. Way too long a probation should be, think by the time i manage to get to the position, I'm already sick enough of the job.
i finally signed myself to UOB, with one of the terms as: You are not to either in/directly engage in or undertake any form of work or business outside the UOB Group. Edo came into my mind. Can't bear to leave that place. I have not quit, yet i don't have any intention to...
Yet over in Edo, things are changing rapidly. Changes occurs every wk, sometimes even too fast to catch up. Changes varies from special fresh/food items, promo and even collegues. I used to say, i love that place, bcoz of the ppl, my collegues, my manager n supp. Due to my infrequent work schedule, i missed out lots of fun, but they never fail to keep me updated and they included me in every fun events. But the sad thing is that after this school holiday and when school reopens, many work less. Worst thing was that our manager intend to join the kitchen team and work as cook instead. She'll be transfer to another outlet instead. Of coz we'll not stop her from her decision. Afterall it was her interests and knowledge that she has that keeps her still working in Edo. It's her opportunity to learn much more. All the while we have pulled back the thought of resigning bcoz of her. But this time round, it might mean that we have no longer a reason to stay. True enough, out of 10, 8 intend to leave. By this July, or rather Aug, there will be no more old staff but all newly recruited staff. Sadx. I don't like this kind of major changes. Too fast for me to cope everything. Sad.

Those were the days my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we choose
We'd fight and never lose
For we were young and sure to have our way.

posted by ChRySaNtE @ 11:59 PM 0 comments

Greatest News of All

hEy GuyS~~~ I passed driving lessons le... w the maximum marks..LolxXxXx...of course not really proud with it though. After two weeks of slacking, i took a lesson a day b4 the test. On the actual day, my instructor gave me another 2.5hr to warm myself up.
At the waiting room, while anxiously waiting for the test, i looked around. Remembering a fren told me.."You MUST MUST MUST wear a skirt you know, and a strap shirt..Or at least a sleeveless" and i saw at least 4 outta 5 gers wearing either strap or sleeveless shirt.. Does that reflects sth??? Lucky i heed my fren's advice.. hahha..wore a sleeveless and jeans. I was lucky that i'm being assigned to an easier route.
During the test, the instructor keep coughing and coughing non-stop. Dunno what's the problem with him. I cleared my circuit w zero score. Then it comes to public road. The only fault i did. After a U-turn, i was on the rightest lane of a major road(3lane road). Din't had the opportunity to keep left as it was having heavy traffic. The instructor say's "Turn left".. hahha.. The most paikia (notorious) thing i did: I turned left all the way from the rightest lane. Lucky that no one actually horn me.. but 14 marks was deducted.. hahha.. tat's lucky .. tat the instructor din failed me...
Well, immediately i took a IC size photo and make my first driving license.. Glad~~ hee... Wonder if it's sleeveless shirt doing black magic... whahaha....

posted by ChRySaNtE @ 11:59 PM 0 comments

A latest photo

posted by ChRySaNtE @ 12:14 AM 0 comments

...cOLoUrS Of My Life...

Left M1 le~~!! Gonna miss my dear collegues so much so much. Somehow i felt abit regret of living too carefreely and neglecting them at times, and not having to know them more. Now everything is over. Everyone spilted our ways.
On the 10th Jun, I sent him to p.tekong. He requested me to accompany his mother, since he's worried that his mother will be sad for he'll be leaving her for the next 3wks. hehe.. what a filial guy. Well, up to now, he mentioned that his mother didn't know abt our break up one yr ago. Anyway, he's finally in. And I used to be fed up with him, now there's no one else i can venge my anger on already? hMmM.. how bad of me.. seriously bad. And even till the last day, he said v.nice words to me, and sent me a yahoo! e-greeting card written on 29may and set the delivery date on 10June. How caring! And what I want to say is, "I'll cherish the friendship with him. What is past, has past. You asked for forgiveness? I think I'm the one who should be asking for it. I wish ya the best." HmMMm... wonder will he be looking this journal when he comes back from tekong. I was still teasing him that he'll be gone~~ and I'm finally freed. The truth is I know that aft then, there will be a gap between us and the gap will draw us even further.
On the other hand, other side of my life: Managed to meet a few friends or rather ex-collegues ever since i'm also freed from M1 on wed.
On tue and wed evening, met up with an ex-collegue from InterCon, intending to watch a movie but he came v.late aft his work. Well that was my first time i sat on his BIKE when he sent me home!!! FUN!! *blush* Imagine i held tightly at his shoulders?? (o>_<o) Anyway, it's so unstable man~ gosh feel like falling sideways whenever he stops at a junction.. wondering... er.. "Am I going to go out with him again? I supposed he'll not be leaving his bike at home while when we meet out? Scary... ... .." lolx..
Went out with another ex-collegue(know for 4yrs) intending to watch a movie, we end up eating at marche. This friend of my used to say going out with me is So boring...?? lolxx.. Can anyone suggest to me where else in SG can we go? lolxXxx..HmMMm I told him it depends on the personality wise, if you'r a boring person, no matter who you'r with, u'll feel bored. hahha.. but he snooks me by saying he don't find the pb with other girl frenz. ..sObxx..
And on fri, went out with another ex-collegue who's going back to M'sia soon. Wondering when will he be back since he was saying he intend to go back M'sia for long. Sad coz he used to "motivate" me at work and backed me when someone else tried to bully me. LolxXx..
Well after freeing myself from jobs etc, kinda think that i'm trapping myself again in frenships? I'm asking myself again where's the cOLoUrS Of My Life.. the best memories i had, was going p.ubin cycling, going chalet @ sentosa, and the bestest of all going to beach, canoeing with THEM. Feeling that they had forgotten me long ago, eversince the break up of the grp. I managed to stay neutral on both sides and i wonder how long will this last? I couldn't hold them any longer if the gaps grew greater. Will they remember me and come back for me?

posted by ChRySaNtE @ 12:46 AM 1 comments