ChRySaNtE

...hE's BACK!!..

Motivation for the day: TmR is hOliDaY aNd sAt i'M NOT WORKING.. heheh..Another good news i recv today~~ dEaReSt is coming back~~!! heehee.. also me dun realli have to update full 30days of entry loh... finally can show him my new hobby, collections of cards, when he's not ard~~ hEee.. gOsH.. i have not done wadever he asked me to do(prev).. lolxx.. no new dress.. din repair his watch.. din bought new bird nest.. etc.. hahah.. oOPpxXx..

posted by ChRySaNtE @ 11:52 AM 1 comments

..dun waste ur time.. hehee..

After work, went training.. geEezZz.. hope i can get OT from training.. The topic today (Law) is terribly DRY!! All my classmates(collegues) were yawning and almost falling aslp. Quiet class..Took a bus to yishun from tampines to accompany sinyee and change to mrt back to AMK.. By the time i reached home, it was already 9.30pm.. time passes so fast today.. Had dinner with mum and bro till 11.00.. had a small mum-daughter chat session after father raised his voice at us again(i mean for the day..seems like there's ALWAYS sth for him to be angry of everyday).. Start to update blog by 11.30pm.. Soooo... THERE's nothing interesting today..!!**(heheheh... did u tink u've wasted a few minutes reading this update?? hehe..told you dun waste ur time le..bleh)

posted by ChRySaNtE @ 1:19 AM 0 comments

...cHaRmAiNe's bIkE...

Felt so tired at work for the whole day.. even after i take my morning medicine(coffee)..i could even yawn right infront of my customer..lolxXx.. can u imagine a customer service personel yawns right infront of u? Nothing interesting at work today.. Went to meet Charmaine after work.. fell aslp on the train on my way there.. and even after i reached heeren, had to wait for another hour before she knock off to meet me.. arhgGgsSSs...
We finally settled down at 7.40pm at Heeren Billy Bombers.. As agreed, she'll buy me a prez and i'll treat her dinner..lolxx.. din expect she's bold enough to present me a m&n figurine mini chocolate.. damn..lolxXxx.. lucky that the figurine is cute enough to cheer me up..lolxXx..(start to think..m i being material..??) Doreen came to join us later for desserts.. we sat down and chat/share our stories and gossips again..geEezZz..
After which Charmaine rode me home with her bike.. the first time taking her bike.. lolxXx.. used to tell her i wan to be the first pillion.. but ever since she say one nite she 'buang', i totally back off... whahaha... scared~~.. but after ytd's ride, still felt not steady enough, bcoz of occasional braking, or mayb due to my heavy weight that she wanders abit left or right when slowing down at the trafic light.. gosh... so all the while instead of holding her tight, i was holding to the back grip, hoping not to lean and push her forward when she brakes.. But then, on her account, she said i was fidgeting behind her, sitting unstably.. heEEezZz.. WADEVER it is.. I sat her bike before!!

posted by ChRySaNtE @ 11:43 AM 0 comments

...back 2 jogging daze...

not another MONDAY... felt FATs accumulating in my body..arghh.. occasionally hindering my movements(bending down..moving clumsily bumping onto stuff etc..)...lolxxx.. so went jogging in the late evening (thinking that it might help to burn a few calories..lolx)..
It used to be a way to vend my unhappiness of the day (usually when i felt low morale/fat too).. realised it was such a long long time ever my last jog(perhaps 2mths ago)?? erm.. i dun mean i'm living happily now.. just dat i had a dearest to accompany me everytime..
Another fact that i realised was i've bcum sooo so unhealthy that I became breathless and stops so many times... stamina drops soooo sooo soo much.. gosh..

posted by ChRySaNtE @ 11:27 PM 0 comments

...e mAkiNg oF pInEaPplE tArTs...

hmMMm.. can't slp again.. having slpless nitex for few days le.. heehee.. have start to neglect this blog again.. father has been angry over the matter for 1 yesterday le and refuse to let me buy him dinner.. petty dad!!
yet today evening.. father presents the invoice to show us that he has bought the car.. And he's so proud of it.. Well, as a family, we should support him.. hMmm.. though it doesn't really seems that way...
Had been staying at home the whole day preparing and making my pineapple tarts.. wendy came to join me to 'learn' then.. its sooo funny you see her long thin fingers trying to make the dough.. dun tink anyone can expect her to cook/bake or make these stuff huh?? ME TOO..!! heheheh.. OoPxXx.. ;x.. if not for her 'beloved sumone' tink she might just buy those tarts from me... wahahaha....well anyway the tarts din taste as good as last years.. kinda remember selling my tarts at a low price to my school mates.. and earn back a little... geezZz..

posted by ChRySaNtE @ 1:44 AM 0 comments

...studies vs car...

no news = good news;
news = bad news;

After the recent announcement that car prices drops, my father thought of buying a new or maybe a second hand car.. Initially I was hooked too.. and was sharing with him an idea how we can use the car within the family.. End up forgetting abt my savings for my further studies.. Yep, like how i used to work in Edo for my allowance during my poly days..So i intend to study p/t and work p/t...have heard so much abt the stress and stuff...And i know i must be mentally prepared...
But this is not the end.. my father came marching into my room just now, sumhow angrily bcoz i back out of the idea of buying the new car.. And ever since my bro has graduated from NUS, he seems to be at home the whole day 'farming' his pool of goldfish, instead of finding an income for the family.. So picking this as an example, father said it'll 'definitely' be useless for me to study for degree, which i may end up 'farming' another pool of goldfish!!! aRhHhgGgg.. what a weird logic?? Felt abit sad, coz i felt so unfair... u guys should knows y... if he don't intend to support me to study the course, i'll support myself anyway.. what's the point of getting a car when it's just an additional expense to the family.. and since we have already lived without it for years.. i dun see any investment values... i dun even see whats so impt of a car more than my studies and future.. is a car really that impt to him?

posted by ChRySaNtE @ 1:10 AM 1 comments

...oNcE iN a b|ue mOoD...

Had an entire good day today.. its the first time ever since dEaReSt left SG for his job..this is bcoz of my training at uob tampines. I met this trainer called Mala, from SQC(i mentioned in previous journal) and she's totally GREAT~~!! She called herself a facilitator, but in my mind, i called her my ideal motivator and counsellor.. she seems to encourages me soo much even with her simple examples she quoted during lesson.. and during our breaks, she would talk to me as if i'm really so different(partly due to my age and boldness to joke openly during lessons)...
I really had to pen down this in case i've forgotten about her teachings. She was saying how she got her masters(by studying p/t) while working.. how she managed between her husband(who was admitted to the hospital at that time), job(to prepare to go overseas to give trainings) and studies(her upcoming assignments). She gave up her assignments eventually but end up getting a better grade than she usually did. What she meant was the attitude we need to have.
In fact, on the first day of my lesson, she has already tried to look into me and digged out my timidness and tried to hint me not to hide..She was taking me as one of her examples and saying generally to the class 'you are given the authority, y dun you fully use it? You can and it depends whether you will.' Wonder if the case coincides with her teaching materials...
She also shared how her teaching experiences at SIA allow her to see the kind of unity during the 006 incident, how they showed responsibility and warmness deep down from their hearts..

The second thing that makes my day was that instead of 1/2hr theory lessons, my music 'teacher' actually gave me full 1hr of practical lessons and promised to give me extra romance pieces taken from richard clayderman cds. Great, coz that means i dun really have to focus on some pieces that i've never heard before in my life,...lolxXXx..

The third thing is... i walk ard my workplace at yishun today after music lesson and realised the ICC they'r selling are WAY CHEAPER than those i found at my neighbourhood!!! Instead of selling at $10/card, they'r selling at $8.50 or $9/card.. That also MEANS i'm being CHEATED!!! ArgGhHhh.. Might be blessing in disguise though.. hMmmm.. guess next time i can purchase it at yishun..lolx.. mayb can claim from dEaReSt for $10/card(scheming huh?? hehehhe)....smilex..

posted by ChRySaNtE @ 11:47 PM 0 comments

...running out of ICC leEeEe...

So bored today.. uob training the whole day... Happened that the trainer is from Service Quality Center(SQC), where the cabin crew is trained too.. AgGhHHhsSs...And facing all the unfamiliar faces(aunties) in the classroom really bores me.. did learn abit of cust service values though...
Planned to meet jie after lesson at City Hall to enquiry on courses available at TMC..roughly had an idea what course i can further pursue.. and had dinner at Raffles City Subway...
Felt like wasted a whole day.. accomplishing nothing...hmMMm.. Felt tired and 'deadly' and the ONLY thing that can excites me is looking through my hp for sum personal pictures..lolxx..it was only then i remembered my ICC will last for only 14min and i'll need to get a new card...Ran to 2 nearest mobile dealer shop in amk central, one which was already closed and the other closing.. managed to purchase a card.. lolxx.. hooray~~... new card = safe to call... think i must be mad...

posted by ChRySaNtE @ 1:59 AM 0 comments

...The Orion...??

almost forgets to update the blog today..
Well work work and nothing but work, after work = OT.. Overtime Training @ Tampines..lolxXx.. Took 72 home at ard 8pm then... By the time the sky has already turn so dark.. Happened to notice the sky is so clear and stars are obvious... reminds me again of the nite dEaReSt and me spent at sentosa resort gazing at the Orion Stars...and how he teach me to see the arrow pointing north... hMmM...
Reached home to do nothing but surfing web and updating this blog..
hey peeps.. gonna help sg red cross society to pass this msg..lolxx.. they need type A and O blood donors..lolx.. any kind-hearted daring soul interested to go with me?? lolxx...

posted by ChRySaNtE @ 1:34 AM 0 comments

...its his bDaE..

It's my off day today, and intended to celeb his birthday together... But he's not with me physically... wonder if he's having a good time there...hope he does... I had a wonderful bdae with him... Can't think of any idea how i can brighten his bdae with any tricks i have in my pocket ya..~~?? Wanted to record a birthday song for him, it really sux..lolxXXx...
Slp for the whole morning and woke only at 12pm.. Met with Jie and Do`do instead to SIM to get some advice for ft/pt courses. Quite lucky that Do`do happens to have off day too...After which we went to Scotts foodcourt for our dinner.. and shop ard with the remaining time...
On my way home, made a transfer dEaReSt asked to me do. Past by the market which reminds me of the time we spent there chatting and drinking.. I miss the 'holick kosong'..lolxXx..

posted by ChRySaNtE @ 11:50 AM 0 comments

...going to aceh from medan...

didn't rest well last nite.. so tired today and had to dragged mysef to work... anyway the thought of having off tmr certainly made my day a little brighter and motivated me to accomplished the task for the day...ohHh...tried hello card today... much better quality but lesser talktime(22min)...chatted with dEaReSt and he told me there might be another possibility that he'll be sent to Aceh to help..think i should better get prepared to lost contact with him for another 3weeks or so..But even though.. i'll be stocking up a stack of calling cards... lol...

posted by ChRySaNtE @ 1:01 AM 0 comments

...first time w international call cards...

almost forgotten to update today, as expected, i did not touch those notes.. gosh.. dunno what to explain to collegues for not touching those notes.. abit letting them down.. hMmm.. cant be bothered much.lol Tried calling dEaReSt with those $10 international call cards (40min of talktime).. Used to work in M1 and listen to how ppl save their bills using v19/013 001 icc/icic phoenix etc... thought y ppl just use those 'palia' quality network/telco... finally got to use it personally... hMMm not really good in quality and reception (abit lag).. Either system always down, network always busy or couldn't contact the party... however it did help to save 50% of bills.. lolxx... But this thing is really fun... think i'll be addicted..

posted by ChRySaNtE @ 1:50 AM 0 comments

hApPy nEw yEaR puLL uR eAr~~ 

posted by ChRySaNtE @ 12:08 AM 0 comments

mErRy XmAs 

posted by ChRySaNtE @ 12:08 AM 0 comments

...boring...

Boring day, stayed back home after work.. even carried stacks of notes home intend to study. Can't believe i'm that motivated either. Think that stack might stay in my room for perhaps..... another one mth or longer?? lolxx...
Mum played 'The day after tomorrow' again.. mad.. trying to show she really knows how to watch english movies huh?? hehhe..lolxXx.. i just dun understand why elder ppl likes to show off that they knows how to use technologies today.. or speak english when they are born to speak dialects..heehee..oOpxXx...
Woke up from nap and practice piano agian... guess this will be how i'll be spending my time from the nxt few weeks... Ate a little bottle of bird nest.. bought by dEaReSt weeks ago when i was sick.. left last one... hMmm.. guess that's all abt how i spent today. Does anyone has any suggestion to live life fuller??

posted by ChRySaNtE @ 11:30 PM 0 comments

...wad would be a day after tmr ?? ...

Almost forgot abt updating my blog today. Hope i'll be able to accumulate 30 journals by the time he comes back..lol.. to flood his free time reading this...
Woke up this morning smiling when i know someone is thinking of me. I know he must be...lolxxx...Met Jie to visit Edo after work and heard that a fellow server quitted soon after the few of us left. Chinatown outlet had also closed down then. hMmMm... wonder when will the edo improved in their mgmt huh? Closing and closing down outlets, cutting and cutting down employees pay... duhz..
Review "The day after tomorrow" with mum since she says she hasn't watch it yet. aWw.. the image does really show the impact of a tsunami but in a more exagerating way. (Afterall, its the most hottest topic of the year.) dEaReSt called at 11.17pm then, saying that he couldn't wait till 11.30pm sharp. lucky that i was quite prepared for an early call.. hee... initially he told me he might board a ship today, which mean high possibility that there's no reception and he might not be able to call me for nxt whole mth.. lucky he wasn't asked on board then.. Just hope he's safe and making full use of his expertise when he's there.. Tried to discuss what we'll do when he comes back but it sounds abit redundant since he has got there for only 3days and phone calls are exXxx... So we end the call early, though i know he'll call back again within one two hours...lolxx..

posted by ChRySaNtE @ 11:34 AM 0 comments

...sO sWeEt dEaReSt...

Met that SUMBODY(i mention earlier) who forgots my bdae today.. and finally got a present back~~!! .lolXxx... Its a maroon jacket!! Cools..sth i have been eyeing for.. We chatted the whole evening. Realli wondering how come our topic never ends.. and we can really chat up to hours and hours even on a same topic...lolxXx..sounds lor sor huh?? hahhaa... but indeed we missed the time getting together..

Rushed home to wait for dEaReSt call @ 11.00pm sharp.. in the end.. can't believe it has past 1min and there's no ringing tone..couldn't wait any longer~~ so i called him instead.. lolxXx.. it was then he told me he thought our fixed time was 11.30pm. Anyway, we chatted for 15min.. lolxx... really thinks his hp bill for the mth will defi go burst~~. Afterwhich, he encourages me to practice my piano, since i'll be having lessons tmr. Unexpectedly, when i lifted up my piano cover, i saw a hand written note that states:

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Things that Dear Dear Must Do.

1) week 1 => Buy 1 x new dress
2) week 2 => New Year Hair Do (dye/perm/anything)
=> Buy New Bird Nest (and must drink!!!)
3) week 3 => Have a good meal (Full full one, cause I am coming back, dun want to see u get thinner.)
4) week 4 => Wait for me... will be back soon... Love ya!...
5) Everyday think of DeArEsT!!!

--Order by DeArEsT Joe
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So touch... felt that although he's not physically around me, mentally he is.

posted by ChRySaNtE @ 1:29 AM 0 comments

...first day w/o a wake up call...

Today is my first day living on myself.. lucky still manage to wake up early and by myself, afterall i'm so used to his wake up calls. Infact i missed his last call @ 4.32am..overslept.. Woke up with really heavy rain today and wonder if he is under this same rain. Hope not, coz he's flying. Feels so different today, craved for a cup of morning tea w milk instead of my usual cup of coffee. Going for work le.

DeArEsT smsed in the afternoon to inform me the network is still available.. hOoRaY~~ that means i get to called him as usual and hear his voice.. felt relieved at least i will still be able to call him any now and then.. although he's there to work... Spoken in the late evening and we have set a time(11pm) to make ourselves free for each other's call.. hehehe...so ppl.. everyday's 11pm is impt time.. dun lee siow k...lolxXxx...

posted by ChRySaNtE @ 11:45 AM 0 comments

...eve of departure...

Today will be my last day seeing dEaReSt for the mth... After spending most of our time together during past 4 mths, i just want to spend a little bit more time to be with him. Afterall , its soo unbearable to live separately from him. We spend our evening at Clarke Quay having red wines and chit chatting. Did not think much, and just believe strongly that he'll be back soon, perhaps one mth, or mayb a little bit longer. Just wan him back dearly...

posted by ChRySaNtE @ 1:42 AM 0 comments

...the tsunami...

dEaReSt called me early this morning, way before i started work to tell me a bad news. He'd be activated to help in tsunami crisis and it required him to be in Indonesia 2 days after.. he was asking for my 'approval' or i should say, my understanding for his work requirement. of coz i encourage him, infact its an honourable thing to do isn't it? So i told him not to worry abt me and i'll take care of myself.. Did promise him not to cry... but i onli end up holding my tears in front of him...

posted by ChRySaNtE @ 11:55 PM 0 comments